Why or Why???

Well this has been a very interesting week! First we started cereal last weekend which has been a lot of fun! I can't believe he is old enough to survive and need something more than the milk I provide! He is getting so big! Then he stopped sleeping! That has been fun! He used to sleep for at least 4 hour stretches, but this past week he has been up every hour to hour and a half wanting to eat! It has made for a very LONG week! Then we started at an at home daycare! I had interviewed this lady about a month ago and I thought she was great! Well he went 2 times and my sister had given the thumbs up and I thought yay I found a great babysitter that I felt Grayson was very safe at and was the perfect pricing and he was happy there, only to have her QUIT on me the second day! SO the hunt is back on for childcare! I still am not starting my new schedule yet at work and it looks like it may be delayed till March after my Spring Break Vacation... So I have time, but I am ready to have him somewhere that I don't feel rushed to leave work because I know that my sister has other things to do so I really need to get him! So this past week has been very trying!

I am just trying to decide if I want to put him in traditional daycare OR try to continue to find an at home care! I mean I know if I go the traditional route than they should not up and quit on me, BUT they are SO expensive! Plus everyone that I know their kids always are getting sick from daycares! 

So, well I guess we are in the wait and see pattern to see what is going to go on!

Well also this is a big week for Grayson... on Thursday, January 15th Grayson will be 6 months old! He is getting SO big! I know many parents say it all the time but everyday I grow more in love with him and who he is truly growing to be! I remember when he was first born and how small he was and how fragile he was and how nervous I was in being a new mom and not knowing if I could handle him, now he is such a joy I could NEVER imagine my life without him! I don't know how I went 24 years without knowing him! He makes me the person that I am! Which is so now anything that I thought ever could be possible!