Just got home

Well I just got home from Mommy Night Out... and I had a BLAST! I am a dork I know, But since Grayson was born in July I have been out 2 times without him! Don't get me wrong... I LOVE my little man and would not trade a single second away from him cause I LOVE every second with him, BUT  I also enjoy adult conversation that I am not battling an 8 month old little man over! I mean to be able to eat a meal without Grayson grabbing at my plate or deciding that he is hungry or tired and just enjoy the meal! It was just what the doctor ordered! So THANKS MOM for watching Grayson so I could go out with 3 awesome moms tonight! I know that it was rough on my mom after our week of vacation but I am so glad I went! I was very nervous going into tonight as I had only met 2 of the ladies once before, and well I still find it hard to meet new people! I am not like my sister that can be friends with anyone before I have even met them! I wish I didn't have the fear of people not liking me or believing that everyone hates me... yes I will just go eat worms... wow that brings up my childhood... can you believe I was a dork with no friends growing up... ha ha! But it is true... I have always been one with 2-3 friends at a time... but not true friends... so as I grow up I am trying to change that and grow up and make new friends.... people I am not afraid to talk to! But back to my original thought! I am so glad that I went to MNO because I was able to meet moms like me that have kids that are older than Grayson, but they have been in my shoes before and have really assured me that I am not ruining my child by letting him nurse when he wants, and letting him sleep in bed with me! And I can't wait to get to know these ladies even better over time! I know I can be a bit crazy and I am ok with that I am trying to grow and be a better person, and I am so glad that this group found me! They seem like really great ladies, and I can't wait to get to know all of them even more!

Hope everyone has a great night!