First Official Mother's Day!

One of my Favorite pics of him from his 9 month photos!

First time eating a waffle he loved it!

The cousins in the bath tub!

Well today is the first official mother's day as this is the first one that Grayson is actually here! Last year I did celebrate being a mom as Grayson was in my world EVERY day, BUT all he was doing is swimming around!

Grayson has amazed me EVERY day since July 15th and continues! He is a crawling machine that eats like a champ (now that I figured out he actually wanted to eat what I was eating!), he is so wanting to walk it is not even funny! He is into so much! A joy to be around, and the center of my world! I never knew that my heart could be this big and filled with joy as it is right now! 

Grayson has continued to have issues! Last Saturday he was diagnosed with asthma and put on steroids (Way to hipe a child) and an inhaler. After 6 days of him continuing to wheeze and cough and just YUCKY we went back to the doctor! I swear I should have done stock in that practice we are there SO much! Well we saw Dr R this time (not our normal pedi but we have seen he on our many trips) and I was correct he was not getting ANY better! So they changed his meds to a nebulizer (if you have never used one of these children HATE them it is a mask that steams air into the child's lungs and is horrible to sit with your child while he CRIES for 30 minutes for the treatment) so the meds are now an inhaled-neb steroid and a stronger broncho-dialator. We started this on Friday and no he is not BETTER, but I think these meds are working better for him and he is sounding a little less wheezy and the cough is MUCH better! If only his breathing pattern would get less rapid and he would have a less labored breathing I would be MUCH happier! Also while we were at the doctor's office I think that he picked up a bug of some sort cause he is running a fever and unable to keep anything down! Oh well I don't mind!  

Well even though I normally just talk about Grayson I would like to write a small letter so that I can keep a small moment for him!

Happy Mother's Day! 

Dear Grayson,

You are the love of my life and today is the day that is set aside for mother's and I want to celebrate you cause without you being in my life I would not be celebrating mother's day! When you decided to join the world early I was so scared and nervous because I was responsible for you and I could not blame anyone else if were to happen because it is just you and me! I am sorry for that but at the same time I am so happy that you are here with me! You have grown so much from that small little guy to a big boy so full of joy! You are moving and shaking and into EVERYTHING! I try every day to do my best of being your mom and it is not the easiest of things but I do not mind one bit!

I love you so much and I am so happy! I hope you grow to read this one day and can feel the love I have for you and how happy I am that you are in my life!

All my love,

Mommy